I Knew I Loved You Before I Met You - Savage Garden

Never understood these lyrics until I started having visions about the boy with the golden eyes!

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe....

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe...

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

Got Me Lyrics

Listening to these lyrics over and over on my ipod and thinking of the boy with the golden eyes!!!

Saw your face
My hand you took
Just like
In a story book
And you got me
Yeah, you've got me

I can't even argue
Couldn't cause it's true
Now, you've got me
Yeah, you've got me

Got me tucked up
In your pocket
Don't know how
You won my heart
'Cause I locked it
Yeah, I locked it

I can feel your heartbeat
Where I lay my head
'Cause you've got me
Yeah you've got me

I can feel your heartbeat
Where I lay my head
'Cause you've got me
Yeah, you've got me

Got me tucked up
In your pocket
Don't know how
You won my heart
'Cause I locked it
Yeah, I locked it

I Thought I Saw Your Face Today

Just found these lyrics and they made me think of the boy with the golden eyes!

I thought
I saw your face today
But I just
Turned my face away
Your face
Against the trees
But I just see
The memories
As they come
As they come
And I couldn't help
But fall in love again
No I couldn't help
But fall in love again

I saw it glitter
As I grew
And loved it
Boy, I never knew
I thought this place
Was heaven sent
But now
It's just a monument
In my mind
In my mind
And I couldn't help
But fall in love again
No I couldn't help
But fall in love again

The cars and freeways
That pull me to stay away
Out of this place
My mother said
Just keep your head
And play it as it plays

The cars and freeways
That pull me
To stay away
Out of this place
My mother said
Just keep your head
And play it as it plays

I somehow see
What's beautiful in things
That are ephemeral
I'm my only friend, am I?
Love is just
A piece of time
In your world
In the world

And I couldn't help
But fall in love again
No I couldn't help
But fall in love again
No I couldn't help
But fall in love again
No I couldn't help
But fall in love again
No I couldn't help
But fall in love again

Every Step I Take.

I am so glad I have always had my amazing best friend Chris Hern and my Grandma to always encourage her to follow my dreams.

Even though my Gran is not in the physical world I knows she is still behind every step I take.

I am now following her dreams to the boy with the golden eyes.

I can almost see my path in an alternative world.

I love you Chris and Gran, you will both be in my heart forever and ever.

RIP Gran.

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Reality and Decisions.

Why do my dreams seem more vivid than reality?

I remember them so clearly yet here in school, my days in this drab existence all run together? Why...??

I am afraid to believe but want to so bad.

Make decisions only upon what you believe to be true in your heart not what others want you to.

I need to do what I hope is the right thing even though I can't be sure until I do it!

A Whole Other World.

Every single day is a chance to learn something new.

I am learning something new everyday and it is scary but kind of exhilarating at the same time.

I am learning so much about myself, my past and my future.

I am starting to question every thing I once believed...

There is a whole other world out there? A whole other path to follow..

I can't wait to explore this whole other life I feel I once lived.. So new and exciting, yet so familiar!

Adventure.

Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. - Helen Keller

I have this strange feeling that everything is about to change.

Anybody feel like an adventure...?

I feel that that is where my life is heading right now... there have been so many changes recently and unanswered questions.

I need to find out my destiny. I can feel it unfolding right in front of my eyes!

Love and Magic.

Do you believe in magic?! I sure am starting to! As well as fate and love. We have so much to live for and I am so grateful!

Love is the reason we exist. it is what we all want and need, to discover who we are.

I know that each of us deserve to be loved and be loved and I believe that everyone has someone special coming into their life.

We just have to have faith and believe... What a difference a day can make.

Golden Eyes.

When I close my eyes, all I see are his golden eyes.

Delving into my soul, my thoughts, my heart. Why does he see only me? Why does he love me? I can see his love through those golden eyes.

So many questions about life, love, dreams, reality, evil, hope.

I would love to be able to speak to my mother about this right now, even my gran.

As much as you help talking to Chris Hern. I feel I need someone with real life experience. Haha. No offense!

Normal?!

So I am trying to figure out what "being normal" really is. Is anybody truly "normal". Or are we all abnormal?? But if we were all abnormal, we would be normal!

All I know is I sure feel abnormal right now.

Sometimes I feel old. Like I have been living for so many years. But I can't remember them. Are these visions glimpses of some other life I once had? They can't be.

Follow Your Heart and Dreams.

I just want to encourage all you women out there to reading my blog to follow your dreams and see where ever they might lead you!

That is what I am doing and the result is truly amazing!!

Make sure you don't only follow your dreams but your heart as well.

I am learning so much since Gran died.

My heart and dreams tell me am supposed to be guided by the by with the golden eyes.

The Truth.

Okay I still can not stop thinking about the psychic I went to!

I was blown away by her gift! She says I'm not going crazy!

It is good to know that there is at least one person that thinks I am sane. 

I know some people do not believe in psychics but this was legit I promise.

She knew things and she is helping me find out the truth.

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Family Curse.

I decided to see this through.. I need to look into this family curse that I am learning more and more about as every day passes.

I need to follow my instincts.  I'm throwing caution to the wind and going to follow my dreams where ever they lead me...

Wish me LUCK!!

- Viv

Learning and Love.

I am learning so much since my grandma died.

About priestesses, about this amulet, about the evil in people that are following, and about the boy with the golden eyes.

If one day I meet the Boy with the golden eyes, Then I 'll know for sure that true LOVE never dies and we are all part of the wheel of KARMA AND REBIRTH.

I hope love never dies. Everyone that has loved me has died, except Chris and the boy with the golden eyes. But, I have never seen this kind of love. Like the love you see in movies. I need to meet him to know this love really exists.

I pray that it does.

Thanks Chris For Being My Bff.

Aghhhh life can be so frustrating!

Poor Chris, my BFF wants to believe me about all my visions but it must be so hard!

She can't see what I see in my dreams or visions.

She must think that I am crazy. A crazy girl screaming out at herself on the subway!

But a shout out to you for sticking by my side Chris, I love you!

- Viv xo

Where I Belong.

I only hope that one day I find a place where I fit in and feel that this is where I belong... 

Is it in this world... full of skeptics and doubters?

Or is it in the world with the boy with the golden eyes?

Or this world with the circle of priestesses?

I don't know.

Magic!

IT IS SO COOL THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO PRACTICE MAGIC. 

I never knew this! I thought it was just all on TV and in the movies.

But now after what happened in the park with the circle of priestesses I know it is real!

I find it so amazing and surreal.

They seem to understand me!

- Viv

Water.

Okay so I think that something's up with water? 

I don't know what exactly but it kinda follows me... 

It is like I have powers over it! It does what ever I want it to do.

Am I the only one this happens to? 

Does anyone else feel like one with the water? 

Like it obeys their every move?!

A Place Where I Belong.

I dreamed about the boy with the golden eyes last night again... Somehow I think he needs me as much as I need him!

I need him to guide me down the path to my destiny.

I can feel him guiding me to where I am meant to be. 

To a world where I feel I feel normal, not abnormal. 

A place where I belong. 

He thinks I am special as well.

I used to think only my Grandma and Chris would think I was special and only they would love me!

But when I look into his eyes, I feel loved. Like he was put in the Universe just for me.

It is like he is coming for me, to take me away to a place we could be together.

I can't wait to be with him. To stare into those golden eyes. To feel loved and special.

A Normal Childhood.

Sometimes I wish I just had a normal childhood.

A normal childhood would have been great. I guess that really is not possible when your parents both died when you were two.

I mean, it is not like I know anything else. But I see it in the media, the whole idea of the American family. The family I never had. 

Don't get me wrong it is not like I would take back the time spent with my Grandma. I love and miss my Grandma with all my heart but sometimes I felt like something was missing.

And now, it is like my life will never be normal.

I am having visions, I have people following me, I think because of this necklace. 

A normal life where I could hang out with my best friend Chris and only use my self defense as a means of exercise. 

Destiny and Fate.

Do you ever think about why your here or what brought you to this moment?

 Are there really no accidents as Gran believed?

Gran always told me this.. But at the moment I am really thinking about this more.

Was I meant to get this necklace? Am I supposed to be being followed?

Are these dreams leading me somewhere I am meant to be?

Is HE leading me to my destiny?

Is there really such thing as destiny or fate?

So many questions!! Aghhh off to sleep but I know I will be taken to this place again.

I will dream of him and his golden eyes!

Daydreams, Interrupted.

Aghhhhhhh.

Chris I love you but you interrupted my daydreaming. I was somewhere far away again. Being guided there by the boy with the golden eyes.

The Priestesses had come for me dressed in black cloaks and mantles. 

Slowly they escorted me to the sacred well where channeled rocks carried a stream of red water.

I want to know where these dreams are leading me. Where he is leading me?

I feel he is my destiny?! Is that weird.

Confusion in the Familiarity.

I saw a vision of myself in this incredible armor.

I felt the wings lift around me, like I was gliding on the air and then the boy with the golden eyes swept me up into his strong arms with his golden eyes blazing.

It all feels so real? Like he is guiding me to an unknown land, but the place is familiar... he is familiar.

Like I have known him forever. And like I have known this place he is taking me forever.

Nothing prepared me for the confusion I have felt since loosing Gran.

Without Chris and the boy with the golden eyes, I do not know where I would be.

Blogging and Anonymity

One thing I like about blogs is I can confide anything to you out there.

Normally I can only tell this to my bff, but somebody out there is listening and cares, it helps to get this stuff off my chest. To people that do not know me.

I'm afraid that the family CURSE is haunting me and I think I'm being followed.

Does anyone else know anything about curses? I need to look more into this but truthfully... I am a little scared!! Even with my amazing fighting techniques.

Oh Gran I have so much to talk to you about!!

What is real??

I just woke up from a very very real dream.

I Dreamt about him Again... I can feel his breath upon my neck. 

He must be real or how could I feel like this?

Oh, what I would give to have him next to me when I wake.

Does anyone long for something so bad..? but is he even real? Is this longing real?

I want to wake up to his golden eyes staring through me. Understanding everything about me.

Loosing Someone

At moments like this when someone you love and cherish moves on to their new journey. You've got to be strong. How I miss you Gran. Did you send me the boy with those flashing eyes to comfort me? I believe I am here for a purpose... But how will I know it's right without you? 

Think Edward Cullen and Jacob Black combined and times like a thousand!

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You'll find out all about me in the Last Princess and The Cup of Immortality, and there you'll meet the boy with the golden eyes.

Think Edward Cullen and Jacob Black combined and times like a thousand... YES HE IS THAT HOT!!

Remember, he is MY boy with the golden eyes!

Sight and Vision

Gran told me "the sight" runs in the family, but mine is the strongest of all.

I have so many questions for you if you are out there Gran!!

1) What is "the sight"?
2) Why is mine the strongest?
3) Is any of this connected to the necklace?
4) Is ANY of it to do with the boy with the GOLDEN EYES.

I NEED TO KNOW!!!!

Ghosts and Intuition.

Have you ever felt you were different? Like really different? Like you can do things or see things that you know other people can not...?

I have always felt this way.. since I was little..  Call it intuitive powers if you will but it has always been something beyond the ordinary.

It is probably why Chris and I are such good friends, I am different and she loves being different as well. She makes me feel less strange and more special, for having these strange gifts. Gran also never found it beyond the ordinary for me to have these powers, so I wish she was still here to talk to. Gran knew I could see ghosts... I always could since I was a little girl.

But is there more to these powers.. are they connected to my dreams.

Gran come back an explain what this curse was that you always spoke of, I miss you.

Night All.